AH. Being a girl.

Oh so, two days late. Bah. Well, last week, on top of not being on my very best behavior (bad!) it would seem that I bloated. Le sigh. I suppose it has to happen now and again. Now I know it's bloating and not just the consequences of my "bad" week because of 2 factors: 1) I went over my points a little on some days, and wasn't able to work out but.... 2)I bloat like... 4-6 lbs. One does not gain that in one week of not being a perfect example of a weight watchers dieter. haha. But anyway!

I am still very excited with how I'm doing, and I'm planning ahead for the winter. Deonna had shared the joys of her Zumba DVD with me and I decided to get it for myself! $65 bucks, but thats cheaper than 2 months at the gym! (My gym anyway )

I have decided that when I hit -50, I'm going to do a "Before and After" (well, after thus far) and I just found the last legit pic taken of me before I really started dieting... it's a sad thing. I've been thinking about it a lot lately; I'm so so proud of where I am, but I cannot help but be ashamed of where I was, even who I was. I feel like this whole journey has not only transformed my body, but my mind. While I love that, I really hate that I let myself go like that. Really.

I really must commend myself tonight though~~! Deonna, Anne and I went to the Cheesecake Factory. I planned it all out. What I would get would basically use up all my points for the day. Now what makes that a problem... is, as you know, I'm a night eater. And I did it. And it was hard. haha!!! But I'm really proud of myself for that. It sort of made me remember that sometimes dieting is a struggle... and you sort of have to fight it out moment by moment. I know that sounds sincerely pathetic, but... there it is! Over eating is an addiction. I realize that, and it must be tackled as such.

Well, enough with my rambling!

Until Monday!