80 Pound Road Block: It's Beginning to Look A Lot Like ... Winter...

Lost 2 lbs this week (again) so that brings us to -52lbs! On track for being done with this whole "Road Block" thing within the next 9 months.

Not too much to say this week, I had lunch out this week which was delicious, but... It made me start to think about how over-eating really is an addiction. Like, I can control myself a lot better than I used to. But it's still hard. I still want to totally binge at night. Have a drink. Plain ol' not worry about proportions. And I think, how easy would it be to just fall back into old habits? "When the going gets rough" and all that. It's like the +50 lb girl inside is ever wanting to seep back onto my skin.

Maybe I make this sound more extreme than it is, rest assured, I am not about to forget all that I accomplished. Oh my gosh, I'm in the process of setting new habits and every day, every week that girl who I was in January slowly disappears. It's still a struggle, like any addiction, and it will always be there... but it's not strong enough for me quite yet :) I'm looking forward to holidays and watching them pass with ease. Weight Watchers is good enough to give us flex points and I do believe that they half-created them with holidays in mind.

Okay, I guess I do have a lot to say this week. haha, up coming this week my parents and I are taking our first trip down to GA. Well, my first trip. So you know what that meannsss! Eating out 24/7 ... I may have to take a week off from the blog while I get myself back to a good place. I'm going to do my best to make good choices (Fish, salad, unfried/creamy/etc. chicken) but wish me luck :) there are going to be heavier breakfasts involved than I used to... and worst, no working out. (NOOOOOoooo....) So ... yay. ugh.

So I know I forgot to do my before and afters this past week, so here they are now. I know its a shocker that I'd hide away from the camera, but I seriously could not find any full bodies of me pre-diet-that's-working, so heres the best I could find. I think you'll be shocked :)